The attention and concentration part of my mental state is very poor. Must be those rubbish food that I have been eating for the last few weeks. Why does this always happen when I have a million things to do?


Do not despair. Everything will be over by Friday.


No it won't. I hate christmas. Like many psychiatric patient, I find it a difficult time of the year to cope. My heavy workload and busy schedule are discontinued all of the sudden. What am I to do? There is no one to talk to. It's too cold to go out, and what for anyway?


Back to the essay. May come back and whine again later.


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