Extremely infrequent blog update now. Life has been mundane, nothing really exciting to write about. I have finished yet another rotation, this time in the accident and emergency department. The doctoring part was enjoyable. But I dread patients who wouldn't stop coming through the door - all were ours to see. Trauma, hysterical school girls who fainted, old lady who has been having 3 months of dizziness, cough and cold etc. We get odd patients once in a while interesting enough to kick my passion back on, but I must say that was rare. The good thing was that But pressure is immense. Patients waiting. Patients with questions and more questions. Patients who want to cut queue. Patients who wouldn't stop coming.
Actually I have lost the meaning of life along the way. There was no motivation to go to work. Seemed to me, at home and at work, everyone feels the same way. Maybe have saved a few lives, maybe have had a few satisfied customers, but honestly, they do not make me feel like coming to work the next day with a renewed spirit.
I have to find the meaning of life. Soon. Quarter life crisis.
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