Friday, September 4

I wish

that if i'm rubbish, people would just spit it out at me. I wish they would not keep on saying that it's fantastic and it's excellent and and it's a job well done and all that shit, when in fact it's just a pile of truly dispensible shit. Then I may not think all along that I'm such a star as they described and be so disappointed and so sore in my heart and to be feeling so ridiculous and humiliated when the final judgement comes.


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1 comment:

Wan Cheng said...

Although I dunno wat happened, dun think about it anymore.. The more u think the more it tortures u only.. The most important thing is not how others judge u, but how u judge urself.. If u feel tat u've given ur best when doing it, then just leave it to rest.. Just take a deep breath.. U're going to be fine..