Dejected

The lump on the back of my skull beside my right ear is back again. Is that just an indication of stress? or is it a growing tumour?!?
i feel so extremely sad today. my EE is again REJECTED!!!!!!! sigh....this is the fourth proposal i've done. i put my heart and soul in doing each and every proposal...i've lost my soul for four times already.
CD Club is also a source of stress...it's so distressing that i don't want to think of it anymore.
I have so many things to take care of: taman megah, exam, IRP revision, Group 4 experiments, blablabla.... i'm getting sick..it's not surprising that one day, i'd turn out to be a Jeha...
However, i'm trying to retain my cool and control myself emotionally.
Looking forward to a brighter day!